Monday, February 15, 2010

Brazilian Wax The Pilot Fic: You are not alone 2(Smells like teen spirit 8) Puck/Kurt

cute; last explanation, "he said giving a drag on his cigarette and then brazenly throwing smoke in my direction.
- What do you mean last, "I said horrified, but he ignored my words.

"That night I cried like a baby at home and swore I would do anything to recover but ...- shook his head and smiled as if this was really funny, you know I did when I gave ; to next? Instead of coming to school, ended up at the bus station and spent the rest of the week traveling the state. I ran into all the things that used to like antMany things happen, "said the smoke coming out of his smile. angry and with a quick motion I went and removed the cigar from his mouth, off of a kick. "This is not you, stop this stupid talk actuacióny fine with me. "The thing is that I realized that since I met you I started to go wrong, everything was simple until you cross my path - Excuse me? You were behind me, you became my shadow, I let you into my life even from the beginning I knew I should not do that ... that was a mistake! I covered my plead for return until you felt like it? - No! I swear! No, "I said with a gasp, you act like I hate and can not stand it. I love you too! Can you hear me? I just needed time. Puck leaned toward me with a cold stare. -Because of you I lost everything and am ready to recover, and do I have to forget our little error. I get rid of each loop was you and if that means treating you like garbage, so be sentenced to hike.

- is a lie, you love me like before, "I said stretching myarm to touch his shoulder, but he pushed me in the chest.

- Do not touch me! Never again touch me, to get close to me or even look at me, "said threatening to the index finger against my face or you will regret it. I could not take his eyes off while I was down, my heart pounding. Puck had me really scared, I wanted to escape the glare. It was impossible to manifest that hatred towards me, unfortunately, looked very real. I was tumbling down the empty corridor, leaning on the walls each leg, refusing to believe what was happening. Perhaps hab & iacute, has been very naive to assume that Puck would do things my way without consequences. My pain was beyond my broken heart, manifested in physical form. I was too stunned, a sharp pinch ran all over me and went up to my ears in a ceaseless hum. I reached the toilet wondering if you love to hate is one step, it could also happen in reverse. I returned the stomach and cried her lungs out, I had no strength but could not hold back tears. What was lost, really lostMy Puck. I washed my face trying to calm down until I found Finn. Despite his concern, he left without saying anything and seconds later returned with Mercedes. He concluded, "I said and rushed to hug her. - That idiot! but do not understand, that was all that to say to everyone that came to you ... Was it just a game?

Ironically, that was what I wanted everyone to think, that Puck's enemies not to use me as bait back to hurt. In reality, it made me feel fatal.

"No," & iI said nothing to my father who did not know how bad it had been my plan to ensure the safety of Puck. He just thought he was depressed by the separation, completely ignoring the things that should take now that Puck was in charge. The other kids teased me in front of him, but I did not take even a second to check his reaction. Whenever I went around with a girl by the arm of course, looked down and it was wrong for me, who went through life with our heads held high despite everything. I had lost my pride in the most painful. did not even feel resentment or to Puck or for the boys, they sas were doomed to repeat itself, but the feeling toward them was different. You could hear the laughter of the boys who committed the wrongdoing after it walked away. I would not move despite how unpleasant it was, I preferred that to go out and spend another day with the only certainty that at any moment would be the target of another prank or that Puck would witness another scene of kissing someone who was not me.

At that point, nothing else surprised me and hurt me. He had lost the ability to feel sorry for myself. Just thought &

iQuest, why? And I despised for not hating Puck. In just a few days had brought down the world he had built for me, and then, we manage to keep together. And yet not hated. There, surrounded by garbage, I wondered if it was all a dream, if that first step Puck to approach my had happened in my mind. I finally had to accept it, could not hide forever and maybe someday regret that my Marc Jacobs has been damaged. The day would not stop its course just becauseI was sad and a lot less class. He could not go any worse ... Either I was wrong ...

Because something happened that I thought any way possible. It was a hellish vision of the runners could not believe. Instinctively I put my hand around his neck, because cynically crossed my path the individual who had attacked me. I could not move. "You owe me one," he said, approaching me in menacing plan. tried to step but he brought his arm in the locker, preventing me from passing. "I would say it is the revisitss, "I said trying to get you better value, keep your distance if you want to win a free trip back to prison. -Ja, I'm untouchable idiot, if not, look at me, "he said boasting of its freedom-you and your boyfriend are going to pay me.

pale. "No ... no ... I have cleared my boyfriend back, saying it aloud made me feel fatal. "Yeah," he said in disbelief and then said, though not surprise me, who wants to be a sissy. - do you? "I challenged him, or do you wish to refresh your memory? Oh wait, I guessscrub.
He started and I turn towards him, obviously afraid, but trying not to show.

"Come to me again and the corrections will be waiting," I snapped.

At the other end, I saw Puck, in a scene that it was recurring, but that does not make me less affected. It was one of their sessions with kisses.

The guy stopped to watch and then as if I had not had enough laughed.

"So you were just his dog.

I managed to control my urge to throw a punch and I just close my eyes, thinkingring, I know you were ... uh ... discrete, which means that there was no perceptible who were close. But now ...



I thought the irony of the matter, apparently she was aware of our ups and downs of love, and bullying and not wearing chasing me all the time. And it was so incredible that I almost laughed, had it not been for what he would say later.

"Now I do not know ..." he went on because I've been away but, the way you look ...

- What? "I said picking up the thread of his conversation & oacute; No, I did not remember that Puck turned to me and if I ever did was with indifference or sarcasm.

"The way you look when you do not realize is ..." responded by raising his shoulders and looking up with a dreamy expression, took a little time thinking about the words that are suitable trying to tell me, "I would define as a look of pure love.

"That's impossible because ..." came to my mind all the reasons, the way I was rejected at the football ground, the humiliations and the girls to be kissed by all the school-would you do I know? Well Ku

rt, I'm an adult and I see teenagers in love every day, your emotions are much more obvious than you think.

"If you want to know, what is ... míoy Puck was complicated, and I think is best.

"You do not seem to be better.

-Ta ... maybe not ... but ... I will be ... someday ... I looked

hold, waiting for the words out of my mouth.

"For now, at least one of the two is fine ... I guess over time I get my own pace. It's just ... everything wentcontrol. Kurt "You know, that fear is normal, but you can not control everything, that is why to make a relationship work requires a commitment.

- Commitment?

"You have to believe and commit to the other, they will be together no matter what happens.

"That would ... it's just that, and do not think there going back.

- Do they hurt?

, so to speak ...

-Kurt, I know they are still young to understand certain things, but when it comes to feelings, the heart does not lie, you can know which & eacute

Poptropica Originated From Fic : You are not alone 1 (Smells like teen spirit 8) Puck/ Kurt

Hellou all!, I have taken the time to update but I was working on this thing kilometers, LJ haha seriously would not let me post it complete so I divided into two parts

Title: You are not alone 1 (Smells like teen spirit 8)

Author: margotlove

Pairing: Puck / Kurt CHTMLXp; aacute; from their wounds, and I knew it was not. Since that night had not heard from him, because he had not contacted me even once. I missed him. I missed a lot.

When I was in the boxes at midmorning in one of these days, at last I saw the other end of the hallway. She looked radiant. With that assurance and that smile that made him look like the master of the school. It came to me and I instantly felt very nervous. How should speak and smile without thinking it had changed his mind? It was cONVENIENCE give him a small margin to convince me to withdraw my decision. And I felt so alone without him, that would probably end up falling on their networks.

Until I had a couple of steps away from me, I turned around to give a friendly smile possible, Puck turned, raised an eyebrow in a petulant y. .. moved on. The smile faded from my face and my mouth fell open, then I heard a giggle from a group of boys and girls who were in the front boxes, had witnessed everything. Of course I ignored them because what amazed me was what room &the fact that I have first hand information, but of course I could not say something I was unaware. It was not as easy as arriving soon and announce that we were not together, well, neither knew the intentions of Puck and would have been ridiculous to say something then he could contradict. The boys took their impromptu decoration. Mr. Schue looked puzzled as demásy Rachel was furious. She came to me carrying a box containing party hats and cups. - & iquest; know that Puck would give the club?! But as he could! Why do not you tell us anything? stutters.

-Oh ... Did not you know? "Said shocked to see my face of total red herring.

-Yo ... I ... - Did something wrong? "Whispered not answered. "Well, even went on to say that it would not personally, it was Finn who told Mr. Schue. Can you believe it? He sent a messenger. all went to our places and Mr. Schue asked the boys to remain calm. They were concerned because heWe a member less. My face reddened as he repassed the way to convince him to go back or find an alternate, I had no answer, could not give any certainty and I was suddenly overwhelmed by speculation and comments on his resignation.

- Is everything OK? "He asked tenderly Mercedes who was sitting beside me, and I had stayed out of my break.

- If Mercedes, everything is OK, "I said in a voice louder than I intended and that" good "sounded more sarcastic than I wanted. I felt eyes on me, butzara. And the latest incident was just the beginning. I feared that this step would end up dead. remembered how difficult it was to avoid him kiss me, how he had tried to remain unchanged when your hands caressing me and how desperate he tried to hold me. I killed him so sore with the wounds still visible without being able to comfort him, wanted to say that he had learned to love and do it blindly, as he had never imagined. But could not. When I got inside, I leaned against the door and slid to the floordid not want to mourn. The chest was hurting so bad I could not breathe, even my father for some emergency calls. It took me about twenty minutes to catch my breath normally. - Are you sure about this? "Dad asked me when I recovered the calm, still frightened by the scene just witnessed. -No ... but I can not think of anything better for this well.

"Maybe you're not confident enough in it, see Kurt do not want this conversation to linger long, but I know a thing or two about tough guys and I think he knows care. "No doubt, but; Iacute; do everything and if I told the real reason I wanted him away from me, I had not accepted or a million years. Was preferable to believe that my father had forbidden him and I was willing to obey, instead of saying he feared how that would affect the consequences of a future danger. So I wanted to make clear that despite everything he wanted, he should not doubt for a moment. Maybe with a physical and emotional distance, Puck would have less severe reactions. If things cooled enough between us, we could be close to each other but maintain their integrity. CHTMs classes but our schedules coincide. Then he came. Was almost the last to enter, but went long and was placed in an empty corner of the back row. That puzzled me.

The history teacher asked Puck to take the place beside me, because whenever we worked in pairs we were a team and thought I could help regulate the matter. But Puck did not move from his place but the teacher insisted.

I do not want to go there or everyone will think it is true that also & e; Contemptuously aloud.

The teacher hushed giggles were heard even in the background. I swallowed hard, was dead of shame and did not know where to hide. I never felt so intimidated by him, even when we first met and I bother. When the bell was lifted immediately and submitted his half full, others in the group did the same and I stood paralyzed, staring at my blank page. Puck

status recovered very quickly, even those who believed the rumor of us together now seriously doubted. Rarely was solo and was accompanied, most often, by novices or children in our grade who sought an opportunity to join the team futball and fill available positions. Of course I wanted their approval, so I never questioned.

On school days became a nightmare, in which he sought by every means to evade Puck and his entourage. I was not willing to test how far he could go, because it was evident that he knew how to hurt me. From time to time and in his absence, one of the boys took the opportunity to harass me in ways maybe harmless but no less mo, Last lecture, but was not sure. Maybe I should stop being selfish, close your mouth and let off steam in their own way Puck. This was the opportunity I was looking to leave the sidelines of my life and therefore safe. But the truth is that his treatment hurt me too.

"I can handle it, do not worry.
"Well, because none of us understand what happens to you, as you do not lose sight.
"Okay," I said trying to smile and regretting that I had pity Finn.

I took a decision not to allow Puck would treat me that way. I was no victim and do not leave me &; Iacute; to be intimidated by his childish attitude. I look wherever he was, not caring that I had to go over his new group.

With determination I looked around the school, I got all the classes that he was missing so to find and plant the face. Toured every corner, even the place where we had been attacked and behind the football field. I remember when we accept that there was time to confront the other to be together. In those places I was devastated, had been a witness of our best and worst moments.




Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Free Episodes Of Southpark

Ahem ... sorry for the delay, but in my defense I can say that it is dawn and I'm posting here for tomorrow and can read the fic. Thank you very much everyone for your comments, really motivated me much to go.

Hugs to all!

Title: Playground Love
(smells like teen spirit 7)

Author: margotlove

Pairing: Puck / Kurt uve a speedy recovery but no less painful. If you sneezed, felt the bones would break me. I was exactly one week in hospital. Finn and Rachel came every day and one of those visits, he came out to say that Kurt had helped bring me to the hospital the first time I beat him. Até

ends, Finn knew that Kurt and I were together.

- So you've been goofing around all the time? "I said. "Hey, know you mentioned it, and angry if you were not told anything about ... eh ... would be cumbersome andeccional for a long time. Which meant that Kurt had to endure the dirty looks, the whispers and the claims of those who blamed us for leaving the team with half the players. As much as he would not allow him to forget the incident, because they were not disappointed, were asking if I was okay. "I'm sure you have a good explanation," said Rachel sneaking into the room, ie if you do not say anything on the phone is because it should not be a big deal. swallowed hard, we had not spoken. Kurt only sent a fewto too proud for my back on track, (if they ever walked through that) my grades were better, except for the beatings because of my relationship with Kurt, I did not put either in the Half of trouble before. I looked as if against a miracle, had long felt that wanting to show their joy for me. Maybe that's why I felt bad. I was going to demolish his castle in the air as he knew there was a "she" is related to my change. wanted to apologize for the disappointment that awaited him, and then I felt a void in the stomach.

ny then I recomposed.

"It's okay ... You thought you were going to get rid of me? "I said, holding her face with both hands and coming dangerously close my lips to his, forgetting that her father might show up at any time. But he dodged my kiss. "Silly" said hugging my waist, you should be resting. "And you would if you at least give me signs of life," he chided the fringe spreading her eyes. "Oh, that," he said with a grin, let go of me and walked slowly toward the dining room. He settled into a chair and then wasiacute; to arrive. "But ...- continued.

- But? BUT Like what? "I said exasperated.

Kurt opened his mouth but he could not answer, his father was sleepy and annoyed at the ranch. I gave him good night awkwardly while Kurt and I stood up as the two criminals about to hear the sentence. "He's Puck Daddy," he said putting his hand on my back and removing it quickly. "Mr. Hummel ... I feel terrible about what happened. "No, no, yes," he said dryly. silent It was a newprice, while Mr. Hummel threw me a withering look. Kurt saw us alternately, perhaps waiting for which of the two would strike the first blow. His father and I were temperamental in our way, and surely, if things came to end, he was among those who defended their interests with brute force, just like me.

"I know you do not feel real," he said through clenched teeth because this is a consequence of playing with my son.

- What? I'm not playing with him, "I said trying to contain the despair, I lost the color of the face, but not the shame of the Lordadmitted bending over his head and died of shame.

-Puck Daddy is a nice guy ... That happened long ago ... plus I want, "he said with a conciliatory tone. "True," I said holding the gaze of the father of Kurt, risking to believe that it was challenging. "Get out of here," pointing to the door with a nod.

When I walked out the door he said. "And I do not want about Kurt. I put one foot out and then another, my head was buzzing because it had reached an impasse.

- Puck! "Listened & a"Not tonight. "I know Kurt.

pursed his lips and looked toward his house.

"You've had enough for today.





I felt like I'd been hit in the stomach.










-Ok, "I said putting his hands" So you do not want to give me another reason to dislike?




"Let well.





"Not if it is bad enough to put that face I know now. Long ago put a but, Ient sharp.




-Idiot
how you think you want to leave?





-Kurt, tell the truth, tell me why I do not understand a bit what's going through your head these days. You do not talk with me and sneak, what the hell is wrong with you?!





At the time I finished I was sorry and started shouting out their home. The proof of my bad temper, only give his father more reason to keep their bad image of me.


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- I want time! I want to give a time! Happy?





- What? "I said with the same bewilderment and horror as if it had been a skyscraper collapse, must be a joke, and everything we've been through?





-Puck That's the issue, I thought I had overcome the attack but no ... I'm scared.





"But I can look silly, does not trust me? Do not you feel safe with me right?





"Do not be egocentricI understand this clearly, I needed there with me.




"I know, you are choosing your father," I said dropping slowly as he looked at me surprised, I know you have a very strong bond with Ely not want to bother or disappoint.


nodded cautiously, while my fingers still touched your skin and prepare myself for the inevitable, it was the same as trying to hold water in my hands.





"I'm ashamed to think I'm a coward for not facing it, not to ... prove otherwise, but not puedo, seeing me ... I know this will sound horrible, but I know you'll forgive me.





"Of course I will ... and do not think you're a coward," I said patting his neck, where Kurt was marked and the only closed his eyes. She looked tense, while my fingers stood up to his face. Then, with thumbs slowly drew her eyelids. I was dying to kiss him, to erase the last days then I just Ely.





stepped back a little.




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"Do not you dare talk like that, Noah said holding my shoulders and forced me to turn toward her.

last thing I wanted was to deal with it, I had enough of parental involvement for the night.

-I demand you tell me what's wrong.

smiled so bitter.

-as if to like what I have to say.

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