- What do you mean last, "I said horrified, but he ignored my words.
"That night I cried like a baby at home and swore I would do anything to recover but ...- shook his head and smiled as if this was really funny, you know I did when I gave ; to next? Instead of coming to school, ended up at the bus station and spent the rest of the week traveling the state. I ran into all the things that used to like antMany things happen, "said the smoke coming out of his smile. angry and with a quick motion I went and removed the cigar from his mouth, off of a kick.
- Do not touch me! Never again touch me, to get close to me or even look at me, "said threatening to the index finger against my face or you will regret it. I could not take his eyes off while I was down, my heart pounding. Puck had me really scared, I wanted to escape the glare. It was impossible to manifest that hatred towards me, unfortunately, looked very real. I was tumbling down the empty corridor, leaning on the walls each leg, refusing to believe what was happening. Perhaps hab & iacute, has been very naive to assume that Puck would do things my way without consequences. My pain was beyond my broken heart, manifested in physical form. I was too stunned, a sharp pinch ran all over me and went up to my ears in a ceaseless hum. I reached the toilet wondering if you love to hate is one step, it could also happen in reverse. I returned the stomach and cried her lungs out, I had no strength but could not hold back tears. What was lost, really lostMy Puck. I washed my face trying to calm down until I found Finn. Despite his concern, he left without saying anything and seconds later returned with Mercedes.
"No," & iI said nothing to my father who did not know how bad it had been my plan to ensure the safety of Puck. He just thought he was depressed by the separation, completely ignoring the things that should take now that Puck was in charge. The other kids teased me in front of him, but I did not take even a second to check his reaction. Whenever I went around with a girl by the arm of course, looked down and it was wrong for me, who went through life with our heads held high despite everything. I had lost my pride in the most painful. did not even feel resentment or to Puck or for the boys, they sas were doomed to repeat itself, but the feeling toward them was different. You could hear the laughter of the boys who committed the wrongdoing after it walked away. I would not move despite how unpleasant it was, I preferred that to go out and spend another day with the only certainty that at any moment would be the target of another prank or that Puck would witness another scene of kissing someone who was not me.
iQuest, why? And I despised for not hating Puck. In just a few days had brought down the world he had built for me, and then, we manage to keep together. And yet not hated. There, surrounded by garbage, I wondered if it was all a dream, if that first step Puck to approach my had happened in my mind. I finally had to accept it, could not hide forever and maybe someday regret that my Marc Jacobs has been damaged. The day would not stop its course just becauseI was sad and a lot less class. He could not go any worse ...
Because something happened that I thought any way possible. It was a hellish vision of the runners could not believe. Instinctively I put my hand around his neck, because cynically crossed my path the individual who had attacked me. I could not move. "You owe me one," he said, approaching me in menacing plan. tried to step but he brought his arm in the locker, preventing me from passing.
He started and I turn towards him, obviously afraid, but trying not to show.
"Come to me again and the corrections will be waiting," I snapped.
At the other end, I saw Puck, in a scene that it was recurring, but that does not make me less affected. It was one of their sessions with kisses. The guy stopped to watch and then as if I had not had enough laughed.
"So you were just his dog.
I managed to control my urge to throw a punch and I just close my eyes, thinkingring, I know you were ... uh ... discrete, which means that there was no perceptible who were close. But now ...
I thought the irony of the matter, apparently she was aware of our ups and downs of love, and bullying and not wearing chasing me all the time. And it was so incredible that I almost laughed, had it not been for what he would say later.
"Now I do not know ..." he went on because I've been away but, the way you look ...
- What? "I said picking up the thread of his conversation & oacute; No, I did not remember that Puck turned to me and if I ever did was with indifference or sarcasm.
"The way you look when you do not realize is ..." responded by raising his shoulders and looking up with a dreamy expression, took a little time thinking about the words that are suitable trying to tell me, "I would define as a look of pure love.
"That's impossible because ..." came to my mind all the reasons, the way I was rejected at the football ground, the humiliations and the girls to be kissed by all the school-would you do I know? Well Ku
rt, I'm an adult and I see teenagers in love every day, your emotions are much more obvious than you think.
"If you want to know, what is ... míoy Puck was complicated, and I think is best.
"You do not seem to be better.
-Ta ... maybe not ... but ... I will be ... someday ... I looked
hold, waiting for the words out of my mouth.
"For now, at least one of the two is fine ... I guess over time I get my own pace. It's just ... everything wentcontrol. Kurt "You know, that fear is normal, but you can not control everything, that is why to make a relationship work requires a commitment.
- Commitment?
"You have to believe and commit to the other, they will be together no matter what happens.
"That would ... it's just that, and do not think there going back.
- Do they hurt?
, so to speak ...
-Kurt, I know they are still young to understand certain things, but when it comes to feelings, the heart does not lie, you can know which & eacute