Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Desert Eagle Black And Gold Christmas Fic: Hot Chocolate (Puck / Kurt)

Title: Hot chocolate

Author: margotlove
Disclaimer: I owned, Fox, not me
imprisoned Summary: Kurt wanted this Christmas was special ...

Rated: PG-13,
fluff Pairing: Puck / Kurt


Christmas is not was a date that Kurt liked 100%, so yes, loved walking through the mall decorated with garlandsetab, printing, how saleswomen clothes wrapped in a delicate, almost transparent paper, before putting in the background, etc. It was as if for a moment Lima, Ohio to become a sophisticated place to live. "If my friend says he wants another size is because they want a different size now," he said with a dismissive tone ultra thin clerk had looked with scorn at Mercedes. -Kurt, harpies think we're about, "said Mercedes, stretching his head shyly from inside the tester. - Oh, and do not we? Honey, if you or anyone gets you get all the strength of my arsenal, "he said, finishing off with a snap of his fingers tork is to serve you not judge also say she should not considering that it was Nicole Richie's diet in its worst days. Mercedes laughed and closed the door, because Kurt offered to find him a shirt that combined with her new shoes. Emerged victorious from the store, they found just what they wanted. After several turns around the plaza, Mercedes had to go home and Kurt said he quedaríaa find a gift for his father.
That was one of the many things I hated about Christmas, when she was alone. He sat on a bench surrounded by bags and suddenly felt he had fallen from a carRusel. The fun was over too fast and would not improve the search for a gift for his father. In effect, I wanted very much, but realistically were as inhabitants of different planets. I knew about his father's gift was easy to please, be content with a new drill or a DVD compilation of the great sports moments through history, in other words, so very boring things to look even pay for it was boring.
armed forces to be on the road to the first local sports or find tools, saw it was going to be difficult to bear all thepools, and unlike others know I work. And my manhood is where you left off, thanks for asking, do not give much credit. Kurt
blushed to his ears and his teeth.
-Seen in this way, the only credit I claim is making us a favor.
- Is that your Christmas present for me? Accept that you did everything possible to sabotage?
hesitated.
-To sabotage it takes two, and you also kept your part. Now excuse me if I want to make a scene here.
strode away to the room and collapsed on a bench below.See Puck had not upset, the truth is that made him feel very bad. Had ended in the early days of vacation and Kurt thought it would be to return to school and maybe then, they behave as if they had never been together. He felt an empty feeling in the stomach and doubled over itself to appease. It hurt that things will end well and that the only way we could address the word was abused. Finally, thinking he had been so limited importance in the life of Puck was hurting him, not for itspride, but because he thought he really had loved so much.
spent a full hour without leaving the place. I had to go home and celebrate Christmas dinner he had prepared for his father Ely. I thought it was very sad, year after year was the same. Decorated the house and preparing the table for two. Fun while shopping at the mall ended with a drop of adrenaline.
His father appreciated his efforts to maintain the spirit, but they both knew that nothing was the same since the death of his mother. And while Kurt grew dinner was less enjoyable, not ten & iacute, an many memories of Christmas past as a family to share and Kurt, are trying to blur memories. They dined early and immediately after, his father went to bed and took advantage to leave the kitchen clean. Perhaps the season
demanded that the families were together, but Kurt thought this year would be different. That night would have someone else to talk to, someone you do forget how depressing that time without his mother. Thick
A tear slid down his cheek, had spoiled with Puck and he also knew how to handle it. Of course it was the best of his life in a long time, but the conflicts began to brotar land. Were undecided between tell your family and friends who were together, then the tension of being in hiding the ademása altered and that was added Puck explosive temperament and behavior fussy Kurt, and their ability to do burst.
had been the first real relationship for both, which proved them like each other and being together would not be a perfect fairy tale.
When Kurt came home Puck saw next door. His neighbors were in the habit of celebrating the new year in the pool with warm water but this was covered in mold.
Before entering the house gave him an icy wind scalelofríos and adjusted the collar of his coat. Puck
"I hope you do not catch cold, he thought, imagining that proximity to water may affect you.
The dinner was in the same way, except that Kurt was much quieter and no pains to draw out answers that merited more than a simple yes or no. His father noticed right away and cleared the table when he could not Masy began to mourn. It was useless to evade the questions. Kurt told him about Puck and apologized for not having told you before.
"You need not ask forgiveness Kurt, that is, only you took your time toto be ready to say, and you have to give me the details of your life. I trust you and want you to be happy.
"Well, I think for the time being happy is impossible. Dad did not know what to do and walked away, he is in the house next door but I feel that was a mile and ... "Her voice broke.
"I'm the last person who would give this advice because I have no idea, but if it's not a day goes by that I regret every second not spent with your mother. I mean, you're alive, he is alive and they are young ... the truth had thought that it was time to do something inChristmas on your own. A teenager should not be bored with her father.
- What to do? "He said wiping his tears.
"The question is what do you do?
was a very good question and the answer was even better. The wind hit him squarely on exit and shivering moved slowly to avoid spilling the hot chocolate that I thought lead to Puck. Would take a lot and have to be patient, because the hair was struck in the face and could not see where they went.
Halfway ran into him. They stood face to face for a while without saying anything, while the smokes lips.
The warmth of the drink did get a little warm up time, because a blizzard hit iced Kurt again and he instinctively curled up, like old times. Then he repented. A last-minute apology did not mean that everything was fixed. When retained Puck wanted to be separated with one arm.
"I want to be with you again, Kurt, and make things right ..." Funny
I would say the same, "Puck smiled" I do not want to waste time with fights or afraid, I know what I want and you, I do not care about others that we are different ...
"That's why we run together and if I love you is allay Kurt began to doze, Puck kissed her forehead and the cold touch of his lips aroused him.
"Hey, up, I will not allow you to be a spoiler in our first Christmas.
"Your not even celebrate," said hugging him around the waist and rearranged.
"Maybe, but you do and however much they want to do something for you, I will not let me into your pillow man, when you can conclude otherwise.
- How? Puck
convinced him to accompany him and when he saw who came to the mall, looked at him strangely. When you reach the lobby, Kurt was a stage and the rest of the guys in the Glee Club at the foot of enorme tree. Mr. Schue and Emma were there too, all with Santa Claus caps. Sang carols with lots of encouragement for people who listened fascinated.
had been a plan devised by Puck and Mercedes were able to encourage and carry out with support from Rachel, she was sure that more people singing at the club they would gain. She had convinced the other insisting that it was an extra chance to become local celebrities and a pretext for a small party to celebrate Christmas or not.
Puck took his hand and joined with the rest position behind lthe tree.
"There is still the best, by the way, Merry Christmas," he said holding out a medium box of gifts that had not realized I had. When you unwrap it was Alexander McQueen sweater has long wanted. Kurt
threw herself into his arms to kiss him, of course I loved the sweater, but still more detail to give a gift product of their efforts and secure additional work. While they kissed passionately believed in the time spent Puck had to save just to surprise. That man really loved him.
"And this is nothing," Puck continued to insist that there is still the best. CHTM

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Mercedes laughed and Puck, who was next to her gave her a nudge. The algebra teacher and we had noticed a couple of times and warned that drew us to the third class. Puck had managed to catch up on the subject but still on the line and would not reason to fail after their efforts. No one was surprised by their new commitment studies, which incidentally was not so and that was content to score a regular, as it was universally assumed that sdquo;, because this was a strange stage to know each other, but knowing full well that our feelings went beyond friendship. Puck In fact I liked more than I thought possible and had already proved it quite shameful, so there was no point in trying to convince him otherwise. But take the plunge was the hardest, no matter how much confidence I transmit, part of me was afraid that was a bad idea to let Puck came into my life. -Wow When the two of you became so boring? Have fun with the class, "said Mercedes,rising from the bench and went to a vacant site at the back of the room to be able to send text messages to Tina. Puck took to traverse into place and stood beside me.

- What do you plan for Saturday? "Inquired quietly and with a smile from ear to ear. I was perplexed.
"Nothing that you include" I said staring at my notebook and write down what was written on the blackboard.

"Come on, dhad girlfriends before, I then ... ignore the issue of the relationship altogether.

"Your problem is you think about things too much," smiled and closed his eyes his nose buried in my shoulder.
-Ja, is the worst proposal I've heard ... "You're smelling?

"My answer depends on another answer, would you play a game of intimacy?

Mand blushed a lot Masy turned his eyes to heaven.

"That I need, skip the sex as if it were the thing.

"Oh, you're more evil-minded than I thought, however much it suits me I have to say that I speak of something else.

"Oh ... sure, I ...

Puck smiled and bowed his head moving in the negative.nta?

"Yes, but it was recently.

"Well, my secret is that I love your scent and do not talk about your perfume. Even when not near as if you were to my side. It is supernatural or something.

- are called pheromones, "I said squinting, and it is no big deal, attracting them based on links us to our primitive side ... You know I do not think you can keep with the game? "I said covering my face with my hands.

- Why? Apart clear TMLXC

- Really? "He replied, eyes wide

" Yeah, my dad even asked me if he thought a change someday, and I said no had time to do the laundry. Please do not mock.

- On the contrary, I think if I had known that before my weekend would have been different. I had a really bad, "said hiding her face in my neck and around my shoulders, is more shameful that you need to close all the time. Not to mention the butterflies in the stomach.

- Butterflies, really? "I looked into nerve patting arms.

"Yes," said recharging your face in my mentóny when I felt his breath against my neck, "you are the one who made me feel this way.

I was shocked and I swallowed hard. All kinds of thoughts, doubts, fears, passed through my head and felt the need to get up and leave the room.I closed my eyes trying to figure out what I really wanted. Puck could not escape forever and would not. I was just very scared and wanted to jump blindly into the abyss,

hoping that everything went well.

- I can tell you another secret? "I said.

"Whatever.

"I'm a little slow for this ... so I hope it does not seem strange to start from scratch, I suggested putting up, I said quietly:" I would like to know how feel that I embrace.

ada.

Then slowly kissed me on each side of the face and ran his nose into my neck, kissing me again. A tickle me belly up to the throat where his mouth was delayed. Were butterflies. By the time his lips touched mine, my knees buckled, I thought I would melt in his arms. The kiss was long, slow, passionate, alternately kissing eyelids, forehead and into my mouth again. I thought he would lose the right until it struck me that did not have to hide how much I liked, I pod & iacute; without stifling kissing him because somehow he was míoy I own.

They opened the gates of hell, because sparks flew, it was as if a million tongues of fire hit us at once. Unconsciously we moved to the corner pushing the seats behind me were going

piling while crawling to a halt. Puck switched places so I would not hurt, but we ended up kissing in eamp; eacute; the ear by applying more force on his shoulders.

"Deal," he chuckled, enduring the pain. After the second stage of the massage, she began to breathe right-mass pleased ... no use whatever left waiting ...

"Hey, these turning my innocent massage in a session three Xs. - Just ask baby, "he said turning his head and gave him a mischievous grin.

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The door burst open and Mercedes entered.

- But what the hell! "Shouted at me with his hands on the back of Puck.

"Well, we caught it ... I think you should know that Puck and I are leaving," I said giving him a kiss on the forehead and round her shoulders with both arms, without the wait. "I can see that if ... you did not match the face with blows," answered with a gesture of surprise.

"Keep your mouth shut ok?" He said with a tone of menace and we could not talk more because we hear that the rest of the chorus was approaching.

Mercedes did not think I would learn that way I mean, he could not give me back after such a finding. I had to explain the whole story from the beginning that I was not sure how I felt about Puck and being told, qui but now I could see that there had been a jerk all the time. I loved to retain his spirit and it was so sweet and understanding when we were together. Of course not going to disclose, I knew that he was very concerned about his status but he denied it and I did not want to blaze his attentions towards me because he was our world.

One day, after discussing where we should review for a midterm exam we decided toNo care what anyone thinks, I prefer a thousand times to you that those fools, "he said stroking my face with that look sweet Puckerman nobody thought Noah had.

When I hugged her waist and started kissing, I knew what would happen. I was scared to death. The problem with privacy is that there are things you can not hide from yourself if you have a real connection with others. And I was convinced that Puck was me and was afraid that all I knowLXC "Something like that, sometimes spend many ridiculous and disappointments, there are fireworks all the time.

-Ok, I'm officially terrified.

And I was. When I started to undress I knew that there was no going back, and if I experienced a moment of panic, it vanished as I felt like I printed kisses on each site where they had been fastened the buttons of my shirt. What drew her to m & iacute, and gave him a long kiss, and then I was surrounded by a pleasant slumber. Puck, was as passionate as one might suppose, but three times and adding a tenderness that was known, was dynamite. We went round and round in bed, and if I assumed that my inexperience would make me stay out I was wrong. Call it instinct, but I prefer to call it love. I kissed your collarbone and your arm muscles, which both pride and he stroked her bare back all I wanted. The warmth of his body on mine made me lose my head. If he had died there would not have noticed. I was in seventh heaven. C

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-Fireworks-whispered when after the storm, had me in his arms. He kissed my neck and my shoulder while I was drunk and of course happy. We stayed the rest of the afternoon lying in bed. We talked, we kissed, laughed, kissed, sang silly ditties, we kiss and we do it again as if our lives depended on it. It was dark and I had to go home, but twisted and cuddly as we were, it seemed unfortunate return to sleep in my lonely room.

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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Leigh-d Extreme-curves

Title: Something Stupid
Fandom: Glee
Author: [info] margotlove
Pairing: Puck / Kurt
Rated: PG, PG-13?
Disclaimer: Characters owned by FOX not imprison me.
Warning: Pre-slash, no spoilers I think.
Notes: a night of drunkenness can be very revealing.

OK, I liked a boy was no small thing, but in the case of Kurt were worth all my headaches. The end of weekana went slow for me because I wanted to see it again and because I'm sad to admit, we had spent more time than usual with all this mess of his drunkenness. Have Kurt in my house was ... I do not know how to say it without sounding like a little girl ... had been ... different in a good way. Both could have me addicted to your company at home.

Many would say that I have softened or tough guys are always tough guys, but who cares. All I know is that I find hard to c; Things to tell someone. But the truth, my friendship with Finn did not reach so confident and in short had no friends. Which I do not care, really, only I have this stupid need to talk to someone of Kurt, to say his name in a conversation but not come to the event. I lay on the bench in the locker room and closed my eyes, covering them with his arm. He was in a mess.

I felt a blow on the shoulder that caused a popping sound, I sat down at once and beat me again. Kurt was holding a hardback book cover and attacked again, peg &; Aacute; ndome where he could not say anything and no intention of stopping. My physical condition, as I said, I made it resistant to shock, however the strength of Kurt was accurate. He knew how to hit.

- Pig! Degenerate, "he shouted after the long silence and attack-focused on what else I did?!

- What do you mean, "I said, grabbing the book just before it hit me again, Kurt struggled but I removed it, did not want me to depart the cr ´ neo.

- know what I mean! "Snapped, clenching his fists with arms at the sides and bottom lip trembling, kissed me as I fell asleep and certainly also sexually assaulted me.

- You're crazy! How are you?

- Do not be silly, I will tell my father that will be enough.

-Kurt're taking things too far, I can not believe you think I'm capable!

"You said that nothing had happened, and surprise! Suddenly remember that you kissed me! I lied, what else gives you with the most serious lie.

- Shut up! "I said putting up and facing him. Kurt opened his eyes and back-Do you know what you're saying? The only thing that I think apart from you is dying of fear that someone hurt you and ... do you think I hurt you?

- Sure, as you did before, "said pushing the chest with both hands," qu & eacutebear against mine.

A full minute passed, and Kurt said nothing, looked at me carefully, wanting to know if he lied. Then I saw that his gesture was transformed and I understood why: I had said aloud what I felt, what he had tried to show since my world was upended afloat with all words. Kurt let go of his shirt slowly, because his fingers were clubbed on the web.

"I kissed and never knew if I wanted. The least you could do was tell me.

"He was wrong, but I thought I would agree and ... if I had had it, would have had to go into details.

-Ja, do not tell m? Like what? "Inquired, snorting and accommodating the fringe.

"Well, when you get drunk and spend a lot of things ... I thought you would not want to know.

"It can not be that bad," smiled nervously and sat on the bench slowly, looked like he was preparing to receive a notification badence. I sat beside her and began to wring her hands.

To make things clear, I had come to the party just in time for a major disaster. Kurt could barely stand and who knows if anyone would have prevented his fall or worse. Finn, who could be the one to worry about one of us was too busy to notice Quinn, on the other hand, Mercedes I found much later. Kurt I recognized instantly, even though not wearing fancy clothes that he likes so much, although I hardly believe that he had drunk. Something wasa-and also ... I do not remember-topped dropping his arm and a laugh with his head thrown back.

"All right, it was clear" I said a little nervous that others see us, I looked around trying to straighten him out and Kurt. I tried to repress the happiness I felt for what he said but I had to think clearly, let's go.

"No, I have to say something to Finn pushing protested awkwardly.

"You can do it later &e; music prevented her cries were heard and call attention to ourselves. I think his intention was to complicate things.

Back in the locker Kurt heard the story covering his face with both hands.

"Please tell me you did not do that. I shrugged, indicating that things were going well.

, and still ...

Dej &p; eacute; s a moment of silence opened the door and found him sitting on the floor with legs outstretched and leaning against the wall. I knelt before him asking if he was OK, but just opened his mouth and fired his breath smelling fresh mouthwash. It was crazy to take the time to take care of their appearance in this situation.

"I'm a loser," he murmured blankly "I should not have come, over and over again I fail.

"Oh, we got to that part," I said, knowing the time you get depressed and you think the world sucks. Claro, the last thing he wanted was to feel well and truly believe it. I walked him without saying a word and then, when it looked like retrieving the color, I knew it was time to take him outside to fresh air. I had to lift it gently, his arms loose but the legs and held him. This time we crossed the room without it rebel against Mercedes and ran into us very concerned, we agreed that it llamaríaa his father and that I would take him.

A few meters from the house, Kurt asked me to let him sit on the grass. Todavía was reached to listen to house music.

"All I wanted was to talk with Finn, or even me and said I could bring you tears started running down her cheeks. Do not know what to do and I placed the scarf around his neck.

"It was a bad idea, do not want to be cruel but I do not ... Finn

- I know! I did not expect anything, just wanted you to know, I did not feel well Masy never look at me.

"That

wore their hair or their clothes had been impregnated with the smell of cigarette and beer, I could understand their own and delicious aroma.

"Of course I did it on purpose, was he really wanted to punish! I noticed you had changed and would not accept. Finn merely ignore but I underestimated you ...

stopped the story because Kurt stood up violently and glared at me.

- "What," I inquired.

-Do not you think your story is not fair? "He said indignantly, hands at waist for my gesture knew he had no idea what the word meant or what he meant. His eyes narrowed and he went only encourages you to you, "so I proclaimed himself as the villain of this story?

"That's what you said.

-Pff, of course not, it is very convenient for you to have the memory erased, you can invent anything. This is just an excuse to justify your sexual harassment.

- Excuse me? "Inot, "shouted raising his hands

- Sure!

-Ha ha, "and where did you get that idea sir sexual harasser? "In your twisted mind?" He said with great fanfare.

- No! You and I would say that here is another stalker.

- What? "Cried outraged and tilting her head in disbelief.

"Yes, you, and I would not say anything but since you insist ...

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Kurt challenged me to say it, but it was not easy to explain the exact order of things, or how they had gone without keep it from feeling embarrassed later. Breathe in and tried to explain everything very fast even though I remembered every detail.

Kurt was still crying, clinging to me.

-Finn I should let go long ago, but I did ... I needed to love me ...

I was cAllada, limiting myself to touch his head, there was nothing he could say to comfort him. The worst that can happen is to love someone you will never match and the second worst is not knowing when to quit. Love is a complicated thing that annoys all and that in turn can make you happy for the most stupid reasons. I understood something that filled me with fear: I would like to Kurt did not mean anything, either he forgot to Finn, because I liked the fact that I would not guarantee me. I felt very sorry for each other and hugged him hard, hoping that their pain went away.

When he finally got tired to mourn, moved slowly. She finished drying her tears and said nothing for a long time. Fríoy was doing felt wet grass, but he did not mind, pulled the tangles twigs with fingers and then pulled them, without losing sight of the procedure.

"You're a good boy Kurt, I know things will not have gone very well, but one day someone might also like I said, extending his arm and placing my hand overhead. As much as I hurt, I meant if I do not ern the heart again.

"Kurt, why do not you make you feel something you do not feel for me, just the way I've been with you. I did it with gusto, but I will not ask anything in return.

- You think it's an excuse? "He said smiling despite the trail of tears that he plowed his face is not impossible that I love you, you're on track.

- Really? "I said in disbelief.

"If you think I do not like anything, then you are more foolish than I thought," he said pulling the comicnda and threw me on the neck, pulling both ends Ely pulled me then kissed me with cold lips inaccurate.

Although there were a few seconds it took me forever, Kurt turned away from me and laughed at my look of surprise and bewilderment. She bit her lower lip and I could clearly fun glimpse a look perverse.

"Well ..." He hesitated, became clear.

"Not enough ..." he said, taking my face in her hands and kissed me hungrily. The separ & eacuand let me go by her unconscious act? He had a blank mind and the senses awake, a dangerous combination. There was the aroma given off your hair and neck, not as I perceived without their consent when he passed by me in school, but as a gift. His lips, warm now refused to part with mine. I tried to fight my arms torn between embrace and surrender to what was to happen or it aside. But I hardly moved, Kurt used a little more pressure on my wrists and failed. Instead, he kissed me with more intensity.

ng of the facts, was much more condensed and Kurt did not just absorb what he had done that night out. I took the book away and hid his face flushed after him.

- See? I wanted to avoid the humiliation, "I said jokingly, trying to downplay.

- How do you expect to look up after this? By God, I thought you sue for ... Oh, how horrible!

"Do not worry, I did not expect an appointment after your harassment, but q. For my part, I only saw Mr. Schue talk and talk without listening to his words. I could only remember the ease with which Kurt slept that night. It could be harmless when not fighting or kissing force. I had spent a sleepless caring, his chin resting against the edge of the bed. Of course I could not resist kissing him, but it was a soft kiss goodnight. Perhaps it offended me to think the worst of me and I swear that not a perverted thought crossed my mind when I undressed in the dark. The charm was broken even when slowly began to snoreto.

I thought about whether to hold on to hope and keep fighting for him, or retire before him packing. They had rolled the dice and I can only hope that Kurt take the final decision. If he did not want anything with me and even if they wanted but did not think I should go beyond accepted.

Mr. Schuester asked everyone to stop taking notes to give us some indications, then, I felt something. Kurt I had taken from the m

Friday, December 4, 2009

Watcheroticmoviesonline

Title: Cool
Fandom: Glee
Author: [info] margotlove
Pairing: Puck / Kurt
Rated: PG, PG-13?
Disclaimer: Characters owned by FOX not imprison me.
Warning: Pre-slash, no spoilers I think.
Notes: Everything was "good" in Puck's life, until someone who likes deberíay that puts you in a dilemma ... while Kurt reacts to like the fact someone for the first time ( and hearing the same song & OverhaulI n Gwen Stefani)

Among corrections, things that happened to me and occupations in the real world, this second part was delayed. Good thing I decided to continue and that they have liked.

If my iPod could talk instead of just playing songs exclusively yell

- Kurt Do not do this! Basta!

But you can not, so in a masochistic act I hear the same song over and over again. A dark and curled up in my bed I can not stop mourn. I told dad had a lot to study and because of that lie, has not noticed that I cryhen I got home, I discovered a bruise. The pain lasted me almost a month. Thereafter, it was common Puck harass me somehow. Finn always hoped to stop him but it never happened. Over time, it became a routine somewhat unpleasant, but would rather stand to unleash the fury of all and beat me seriously.

I know that I risk being beaten to death, not the first time something like this happens in a small town in America, so I prefer to endure their humiliations to risk my life. These gorillas not know when to stop once to drop lca arrive and become accustomed to their abuse, and the reason I did not care. I do not care about anything, not even Ely almost unconsciously began to ignore. I found that we agreed on some classes until much later. Until the day arrived.

After what happened in the music room he has not bothered to talk to me or look me directly. Do not think I realize that I observed, but the times I've caught, seems embarrassed and looks down. Does that scolded puppy face contrasting with his side's wrong. At least, no longer do I have to worry about their abuse. &; IQuest; What

is what I think to like? I do not know. I'm not used to know that I am matched or someone like him. In short, they hoped that Puck was chosen. I took it as a joke of fate and so much fun that I thought that I was down to hell every day feel something for me.

Since I knew the truth, I laughed to myself when we were in class and then I could afford to ignore. I guess I underestimated his feelings, I thought I was going through a stage and then volveríaa girls as if the music roomcute, you always show it or not. That is, not that I was feeling guilty about punishing Puck ... punish? Was what he was doing? I felt I should pay for what I had done, even during the few weeks of its identity crisis. Because that was not it? Temporary. Had to be a passenger ... or not?

My doubts began the month after the big revelation in the music room. As I said, Puck was behaving as if it were invisible until that day ...

I was in the library looking for a couple of books to finish my essayacute; logic of me. I did not see what threw me, because suddenly Puck stood before me and I dropped everything. The liquid beverage soaked her face and shirt, food had become a mass that is disgusting adheríaa clothing and skin.

My jaw dropped, Puck and the boys saw her lips move, while the ballad sounded in my ears. I figured that was insulting, but insult is a word that falls short of what these gorillas could say. I removed the headphones I heard the noise of the place. I saw the rest of the guys in the Gleek. Maybe if I had tried to sneak would have noticed me again and then my luck run out. For a moment I thought the least of my movements Puck also moved, so I was out of sight of the boys and the line of fire. A few screams later, Puck went to the leader of the group and struck him in the belly. After that set off a battle against others Puck.

Mercedes ran beside me, still incredulous that I had not been hurt. I put his arm aroundcated to the class, almost without thinking I went to the infirmary. On the way there, I met Quinn and cheerios in lockers.

"It's an idiot," went crazy or what? "Said Quinn, using the tone of the campus queen.

I bit my tongue because I was about to say is not an idiot! , but I think the look he threw was very enlightening. Now, more worryingly was my impulse to defend Puck.

I found in the hallway of nursing together with Finn. His shirt stained with blood and I saw that he had not been served yet. Later I learned that debíaa lectured him for half an hour to sustain a conviction and for that reason, we did the rest cures rates him first how one boy could to leave so badly injured to a group of gorillas? The answer was simple: just being Puck was achieved this feat.

Finn looked puzzled, but not pressured him to explain the impact thatC

Puck and then I looked at him without knowing what to say and felt that I blushed.

"Hey ... no, the book ... I bring the book to Rachel replied thanking the pretext that I had just occurred, I rummaged in my bag and gave it.

"That's good, really need to get a good grade on that test, luckily Rachel help me this afternoon. Thanks.

Puck's eyebrows as he smiled triumphantly. One more time, S, was tested his theory about the Finn zero interest to me. I pretended to smile too, as if that does not affect me.

stupid My smile was caused by two reasons. I was glad to help and I definitely disappointed Finn have sent directly to Rachel. Everyone knows that an appointment of studies, is never quoted studies.

"Oh, I forgot something," I said suddenly, taking the book away. I turned the leaves quickly and took note of Puck, keeping the bottom of my portfolio. Sent & i; Iacute; to and I blushed.

"Nice try," I said letting go, but as I said, it takes more than a couple of books and a beating to fix things, I got up and started to walk away , sorry for having gone to look.

"Maybe, but I think I'm good!

His voice was heard in the solitude of the field and as he turned his back trying to fend off my mind what I said, I felt a tingling in the hand that had touched me . In short, I was playing with fire.

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TMLXC

I'm not sure how but the couple of weeks, Puck has managed to become my shadow. It meant as a sort of bodyguard who appeared

just at the right time. If someone had intended to play me a trick, Puck came in and without saying a word, drove out the bully in turn with a glance. Of course it was too subtle, so it was not known that I was actually defending. It was felt that the rates are crossed with Puck in the wrong place and time, just when he was in bads and my presence seemed incidental. Nobody wanted to provoke the wrath of Puck, after it became clear that he could face against only half the football team. Once the danger was over for me, Puck disappeared without saying a word. And it was not all. Whatever you need it provided me, for example a chair out of reach for the trials in the Glee Club, the latest diet soda from the cafeteria, I departed the books in the library , etc.

What was normal for people outside the choir I moLester or ignore me, not that anyone would treat me well, it felt very extrañay not even know if I should thank him or ask him to stop.

how things were when Mercedes insisted to accompany me to a party at one of the kids from school. I tried to say no, because contrary to what appears is the least conducive to dress fashionably, drunk teens represent a danger to any designer garment, either because you throw the beer over (by accident or intentional, is the least) or because you puke. Turnedhome without confirming that accompany her, but with the intention to say no. I was particularly depressed and not because Finn would have given me more reason to break my heart, the opposite was friendly as ever. And that was the problem, that after there was nothing but kindness. I spent all afternoon in my room feeling sorry for myself in the most pathetic and cheaply as possible, listening to music, thinking about him, weeping. There had to be a remedy. I received a text message to confirm that Mercedes would go to the party, not wipe myis the boy, something that seemed funny the first fifteen minutes, but had fallen from grace. But I was not braver than Mercedes. We were in a corner near the table of drinks and could see straight to the sofa where I was Finn, with Quinn sitting on his lap and kissing in every way possible. He had already lost count of the number of beers that I had taken, and saw them between drinks, chewing my jealousy. I could not fulfill my plan if Quinn would not leave him for a moment.

-Kurt baby did not know you liked the cheap beer - Go I'll be Bieder, biend bii .. ee! I can not pronounce the "N", "I replied too high and bent with laughter.

"Do not go to move from here.

As he was unable to speak without laughing, shook my hand

telling him to leave quickly.

Of course I had other plans, well, you did not know exactly what was my plan. Finn was going to go with and tell him I loved him, why? Was it a buNo gloomy and spiteful tone ... then I started laughing at what had just said.

Although his head thrown back, could see his face, did not know if her smile of condescension, it was fun to see me drunk or was hiding his pain of others. Anyway I thought that I had not noticed he had a nice smile and beautiful eyes and was physically not far behind when compared to Finn. Just what I or you say so?

tried caPuck mine and helped me. From there it was all very confusing, just know that I began to protest because they wanted to go where Finn was, the place was swimming before my eyes, between music, the smell of beer and smoke of herbal cigarettes and snuff. One moment I was sitting on the bathroom floor ...? and then I felt the cool breeze on my face and lying in the grass. But it could be a false memory, and alcohol.

When I finally got half open eyes, the headache was killing me. I was basking in the warmth of the sheets and haveoncertado by my reaction.

I collapsed on the edge of the bed and buried his face in the pillow, turned to scream, but only heard a sort of growl. The idea of going to bed with Puck in an unconscious act horrified me greatly, not to mention that not only had ruined my plan with Finn, but my first time was an event does not exist in my memory. I began to mourn and my tears soaked the pillow. I felt Puck sat beside me.

- And to you who's wrong? Eacu Why & qu

"No, I turned off the light.

"Mmm," I muttered suspiciously. "It may be an idiot, but I'm not a sex maniac, if I say that light is turned off because I did.

- What a relief! "I said, sinking into the mattress with his arms outstretched and a smile that spilled over the face, then nothing happened," topped with a deep sigh.

"Thank you, very flattering," he said with a sarcastic tone.

CI placed an ice bag on his head with his hand held her laughing at my protests caused by the cold. I watched with curiosity, was much more paternalistic than I would have liked to accept, although he had shown before. It was very funny to be together at home after the way we had treated each other. Maybe spend more time with Puck not be so bad, it seemed that we could put aside our differences of character, especially the walls we were putting us in the past. For some reason, I felt the woundunrequited love with Finn was closing, could be that alcohol that night was enough relief?

- By God! My dad has no idea where I am! "I said getting up at once and the bag of ice fell.

-Mercedes was called last night, I do not think he loved seeing you like: stupid, from laughter to tears and ...

"I understand," I said embarrassed for something he did not remember, nor will like to know that

slept at home dand a boy.

"It's a mix that suits me.

"Do not start Puck.

returned to the room to return my cell phone, when I gave it

our fingers touched and I froze. Slow to react and to hide my blushing face I hurried to find out my father awkwardly. I turned my back to Puck, brushing the hair from the ear. I wanted to sound as calm and convincing that dad does not bother or believe thathad done something stupid. I was very lucky and said he would go for me in 20 minutes. It was a lot of time alone with Puck and that made me nervous, too, so I ask you to allow me to change my clothes in his room. I did really fast but I was a good while, thinking of all the hassles that Puck was taken by me. At home he was accustomed to attend to my father, in school nobody gave me preferential treatment, much less cared about me. To my surprise, I no longer was negligible or indifferent. Could it be that I succumbed to those attentions that could only be compared withs to be lavished with European royalty.

"I had to leave your shirt," I said when I returned to the room-mine can not even see, but I will return it on Monday.

"I like that you asked me, means that at last I understand and all that is mine is at your disposal," smiled pleased, my eyes were opened muchi simo and could not say no sarcastic comments detract from what he had to say, I just smiled nervously, avoiding her gaze also going to take some Puckerman you,at least until you return home, "joked cynical tone.

heard the car horn dad and I felt a huge relief. I was literally saved by the bell, before the words of Puck overwhelm me more. I went to the door and opening it, I had a strange feeling, that loose end to tie up my mind last-minute attempt.

- I wondered if you had done something stupid ... "I said slowly and you answered:" it depends ", what does that mean,intentions of others is not a favor but a duty. Quickly went to find my father on purpose, not to give chance to say anything more Puck.

I could convince my dad that I had spent a night harmless, of course not mention the conditions under which I left the party. There was no need to explain too much, however, questioned me by the shirt he wore. Knowing which were my tastes good with regard to dress, I knew it was not míay would never wear one like that. I told him that I had been fouled by Mercedes accident